Honestly, I feel embarrassed to even write this. It feels as if I’m hogging all the attention or something. It’s very weird, but it becomes more and more uncomfortable when people that I don’t speak to that often, or don’t know that well, ask me for an update. People want to hear “oh, she’s much better” or something equivalent and not only can I not say that, I can’t even really say why. It’s not that I think their inquiry isn’t sincere – I’m certain it is – but it’s so hard to keep saying the same things over and over.
She woke up about 3 am and felt pains in her stomach again. My sweet daughter told Lars that she tried to just suck it up for a few hours so we could sleep (can you believe that?) but about 5:30 she woke me and said she was in increasing pain. The vomiting started shortly after that and we’ve just been re-admitted. She’s currently in a morphine induced sleep.
I’ll update again as news warrants. And happy mother’s day to you all moms out there!